for a while, i thought i was doing fine. 

however, i started to realize it as time 

passed by that i am nothing without you. 

at that time, if only we had been a bit more mature; 

if only we knew how we would be right now. 

i have no confidence in overcoming these endless regrets, 

so i’ve had to just repress them; one year has passed just like that. 

as time goes by.. i start to understand. life isnt as easy as i expected it would be. isnt as beautiful i wish it would be. isnt as sweet as people talk about. but as life keep going the nature, the people, the world in general teach me how to be more mature, teach me how to open my eyes and be aware about everything.. 

i remember the day you told me about everything, i remember the day you told me the truth. life isnt as easy as i thought.. but you told me. 

if still have a chance, if my dreams comes true, i really wish i can thank you.. thank you for the time you spent teaching me the truth. i’ve told you how much i grateful, how much i love you.. but i think its not enough.

i know i’m being an ass sometimes, i being a bitch sometimes. but u know that i do love you. and will keep loving you eventho….

i’ve grown up, now i’m a woman, i can finally understand the things you said to me. but i need some help to carry on, i need some strenghth to keep me strong :)